A Testimony from Butch (Romaji Version)

Watashi wa gankyou na katorikku kyou kazoku de sodaterare, kyouku gakkou ni watashi no zentai no gakkou no kyaria kayotta. Watashi wa watashi no daigaku 3 nen no owari ni watashi ga 17 sai dake datta toki ni koutou gakkou wo tochuu de yame , kuugun de nyuutai shita ( ookii machigai - watashi wa daigaku ni tsuduku beki de aru ) . Watashi no saisho kinmuchi wa kanojo ga tada shuu ni e taito omotta youni ) watashi ga watashi ga atta saisho no onnanoko ni kekkon shita kura^ku koukuu kichi , firipin datta , ( yori ookii machigai.

Watashi ga sodaterareta katorikku kyouto data no ni , watashi wa nanika hoka no mono , nanika yori yoku ), jisshitsu nanika ga ( soko ni , zenbu jougi jou utage na katta koto wo shitte ita .

Watashi no tsuma oyobi watashi no ato de watashitachi ni yotte ga no^sukaroraina ni itta sorekara akanbou wa rai hajimeta firipin wo sari. watashi wa sorera de watashi no katorikku kyou no souzokuzai san wo ata e taito omotta shitagatte watashi wa watashitachi ga Ro^ma wo keiken shi , tabun houou ni au koto ga dekiru Itaria ni ryokou ni moushikon da.

Watashi wa Brindisi, minami Itaria no Puglia no chikaku de San Vito no dei no Normanni no kuuchuusatsuei ten ni, wariaterareta. Watashi wa watashi ga nemuraseru koto ga dekinakatta shi, kodomo no youki sono ni sorera ni inoru koto wo iranakatta 1 yoru wo oboeteiru. Suiminzu de kan , watashi no sorera ni yoi yo tsukuru youni tanon da Kami ni ... watashi wa tango no kurisuchan ni watashi wa kurisuchan de wa nakatta koto wo watashi ga ishiki shita no de tsuma zuita ! watashi wa kiban no katorikku kyou no bokushi ni sureba iinoka nani wo , shitagatte watashi wo ittaka no jogen wo motomeruko to wo shiranakatta . Kare wa watashi ga kiban no tokutei shuu wa ni zokusa nai seisho no chousa ni shusseki suru koto wo teian shita. Watashi wa houou oyobi shisai dake sore wo rikai dekiru no de kodomo no tasuu no kyou shi ga seisho wo yomanai to itsutta youni kyouku gakkou ni itsu ka yotta ka oboeteita! watashi wa kesshite sore wo shinji nakatta shi , dai 8 toukyuu de genzai no kakunin toshite seisho wo tanomu koto wo kagiri dewa itta ; watashi wa natsu kyuuka no dokusho ga seisho wo itsutta koto tsukatta ! shitagatte watashi ga kangaeta no de kono teian ni watashi wo sareta watashi no bokushi ga ikisakan de aru mae ni watashi wa seishinteki ni ( tsuita ) ! watashi wa 1 nen kan kono seisho no chousa ni iki , Adoria umi no baputeisuto kyoukai ni shusseki shita hoka no kankeisha no nannin ka karera no sa^bisu ni watashi , watashi wo kyoumi wo okosaserare nakatta sasotta ga.

Watashi wa watashi no tsuma oyobi kodomo to no ryokou no ichibu toshite kurisumasu 1986 nen no ro^ma soshite bachikan wo, miru chansu wo eta. houou yohane pauro nisei ga tsuiteiru shusseki sareta katamari , mata watashitachi wa shiryoku wo mita , watashi no shuukyou hokou no kono hyoumenjou wa shousentou wa manzoku shinakatta ga , shitagatte watashi wa kanyuu wo to , suiyoubi no yuugata no Adoria umi no baputeisuto kyoukai ni itta , 1987 nen 1 gatsu 14 nichi . Soko ni watashi wa bokushi Bryan Stensaas ni atta. Watashi wa kare ga sono yoru wo sekkyou shitaga, sa^bisu no atode watashi to hanasu koto wo tazuneta mono oboeteinai. Kare wa watashi ni kanoseisho wo tan ni shimeshi , itsutta : ( ranboumono wa , kono seisho Kami no tango de aru ; sore wo shinji ruka .( watashi wa koutei de kotaeta.

Kare wa tsugi ni watashi ni choudo 1 tsuno shi , john 14:6 ( kare ni Iesu . Kirisuto no hanashi wo , watashi de aru houhou , shinjitsu oyobi seimei shimeshita : chichi ni , shikashi watashi ni yoru nin no kitta nashi .( kare wa itsutta ,( ranboumono , shinji rusorewoka ). watashi wa saido sansei shita.

Bokushi Stensaas wa sorekara itsutta ,( no ranboumono yoi , watashi ha Kami kire de ).( ten ni erukamo shirenai ) koto wo katorikku kyouto ga iu 7 tsuno hi ato wo kaite hoshii watashi wa sorera wo orosu kaita . Watashi ga kakarete ite kare wo motte ita mono kare ga mita toki ni itsutta, (ranboumono wa, sore in shouteki de aru. Ooku no katorikku kyouto wa hi ato wo shimesu koto ga dekinai! Seisho ga Kami no tango de aru koto wo shinji ruko to wo wakarimashita, ima itsutta. Shi ni shou shiawasete watashitachi choudo, Iesu. Kirisuto ha itsutta kare jishin oyobi youji senrei wo yonda ka .( watashi ha shougeki wo ata e rareta ! watashi wa , no iwa nakatta . kare wa tsugi ni ,( no ranboumono , koko ni watashi to no taizai yoi itsutta : Iesu . Kirisuto wa kare jishin oyobi seisan wo itsutta ka. (Watashi wa saidotatta. (Kare jishin oyobi kokuhaku wo iu tameni shita Iesu. Kirisuto wo ka). Iie. (Kare jishin oyobi kakunin wo iu tameni shita Iesu. Kirisuto wo ka.

Watashi wa Iesu. Kirisuto wa sude ni fusai wo shiharatte shimatta koto wo ishiki shiteinai watashi wa watashi no kyuujo no tameni hataraite ita koto wo watashi ga shitte ita no de risuto wo oeru koto wo kyoka shita kare wo ! Watashi ga shinakereba naranakatta subete wa ! Kirisuto no kono shuuryou suru shigoto wo shinrai suru koto datta! Watashi wa jigoku ni ... jibun jishin no shinrai ni yotte subete no sorera no muda ni sareta nen itte, Kami wa houhou wo teikyou shita!

Sono yoru watashi wa Kirisuto no shuuryou suru shigoto ni watashi no shinrai wo oita! sore wa suiyoubi , 1987 nen 1 gatsu 14 nichi de ari , watashi wa sono kouken nakatta ! Watashi ha Kami ga aru koto ga dekinai no de watashi ga shinu toki watashi ga ten ni itte iru koto wo ninchi shiteiru! Watashitachi ga Itaria kara no pcs'd dc kuiki ni (ugoku) watashitachi itta nochi; tsugi ni soko ni kara heno kankoku to Nippon.

14 nen kan no watashi no Firipin no tsuma heno kekkongo ni kanojo wa yuushi nakatta shi , rikon wo koto wo kanojo ga kurisuchan ni narukoto no kyoumi wo hoshii to omotta to kanojo ni hontou no ishi wo shirare , iwarete ni . Kanojo wa tonikaku, sore ni watashi kodomo ga aru koto ga dekiru koto wo kanojo wa America no shiminken dake ga hoshii to omotta koto wo ii.

1995 nen ni watashi wa tan’ itsu no chichi toshite Nippon to shinrai no baputeisuto ni kita. Watashi wa shude machi , kare wa 1997 nen ni Seiko^ no godly Kirisuto kyou no tsuma wo watashi ni ataeta ; kanojo ha nihongo de ari , mata otto no Kami no ishi de matte ita . Tomoni watashitachi wa watashi no saisho kekkon kara no watashi no kodomo wo sodateta. Watashitachi no kodomo wa ima subete no seijin karera no seimei de ari, ga shuu ni sun de iru, Seiko^ wo karera no okaasan to kouryo suru. Watashitachi no musume Arlene wa kyoukai no shinja to koko ni kekkon shi, sorera wa ima chuujitsu ni Nebraska no omo ni yakutatte iru. Watashitachi no musuko Kenedei wa pcc (Pensacola no Kirisuto kyou no gakkou) kara no sotsugyousei, minami tekisasu no Kirisuto kyou no gakkou no kyou shi de aru.

Kami wa kesshite Seiko^ oyobi watashi wo watashitachi no jishin no butsuriko ata e nakatta ga, watashitachi wa kanokanzen na ishi no chuushin ni ari taito omo. 2000 Seiko^ de wa otousan wa ookii dageki ni kurushi mi, ima watashitachi wa kare wo sewa shiteiru. Seiko^ wa pianisuto to douyou, shinrai no baputeisuto no hisho toshite yakutatte iru, kare ni yakudatsu tameni shitagatte watashitachi wa Nippon ni todomatte yorokonde de aru! Ima no tokoro 14 nen!!

Watashi no oya Hamada (karera no iken de) watashi no saru katorikku kyougi to kibun wo gaisuru ga, Kami wa kankei ga hoshii to omo koto wo, nai shuukyou rikai shinai. Kyuujo no tameni inori nasai. Kami ga shinrai de Seiko^ soshite watashi wo koko ni shiyoushi tsudukeru koto mata wa kare wa watashitachi ga hoshii to omo tokoro wa doko demo mata inori nasai; sorera ga omonichuugi wo mamoru koto mata watashitachi no kodomo Arlene oyobi kenedei no tameni inori nasai